Actually, I do a lot of thinking. I’m not a reckless, careless girl that just jumps in to anything unknowingly. May it be an impromptu or slow decision, in between were dozen, hundred, or thousand trail of thoughts. I see to it that every action I take, I will not regret afterwards. And if ever I make a mistake, I try to be better.
I do a lot of thinking, but I don’t know why I fell in love with you… In a flash, you swept me off my feet. And though as fast as it seems, I’m tangled in your web. I don’t wanna be seen as easy, but you already caught me before I was able to run. Now I’m just keeping myself together, hoping I could keep it all together, the time when you’re near me again.
I recently noticed I developed a bad habit of whining over things. This is not me at all. All the more, it is far away from my truth.
So here I am declaring that from now on, I will stop my habit of whining. It is not healthy and not healthy for the people I share it with. It also isn’t healthy for my soul.
I’m calling back the girl who is grounded, whose mind is elevated. I’m getting back my jolly, witty, and positive energy, for that is part of my truth.
Still, it is nice to have that special someone who won’t mind me whining. :)
date yourself a man who knows what he wants and goes after what he wants
that knows he wants you and demonstrates that you’re exactly what he wants
stop dealing with wishy washy, indecisive, maybe/perhaps/kinda/sorta men
Just the right thing I prefer…
But sometimes we can’t chose who we fall for…
(Source: youngblackandvegan, via lostcake)
Hard to Get
I got to a point where I’m tired of giving challenges to guys.
Being hard to get has the possibility of attracting those who only likes the challenge, who only gets excited to the struggle.
So here I am, now at the stage of not giving any challenges to any man, not being hard to get to any man. I won’t give anyone the pleasure. I don’t care if they call me easy or boring. If they don’t dig me at my friendly stage, they don’t deserve me at my most challenging stage.
But… maybe this is just me, frustrated. Frustrated of not practicing being elegantly mysterious anymore. Maybe I’m just tired. Maybe this is just a phase due to breakup. Or maybe, I’m just not really looking to be in a relationship right now. Or maybe.. no one has yet convinced me to play the game again.
For the right man, I will play that game again.. Maybe there already is, or maybe not.. Time can just tell… Don’t worry :)
- (posted this as a result from me having a debate on this hard-to-get concept thing with a friend)